four and a half hours to go and its christmas. right now, people are starting to greet others a "merry christmas", so, what's so merry about it?
the answer to that question, damn, i sure do not know. i just coulndt see anything so merry about it. its just cold and damn lonely. damn. damn. damn.
its the first christmas where i did my shopping quite late, i just finished today. its the first christmas where my parents didnt display our old christmas tree. its the first christmas where i know im just not into it.
im still greeting people, i dont want to suck the life out of their christmas spirit, also i dont want to attract people who feels the same way towards the holiday, "misery loves company" doesnt really apply to me right now.
can anybody out there tell me what i should be happy about? and i dont freakin want cliche answers like: "your family, friends, you eat 3 times a day, u study in a good school blah blah" im not saying im not thankful for these thing, i am. i just dont think its enough reason to actually feel sincerely happy. its mean, i know.
anyway. im starting to feel pissed off again, for some reason that is not worth writing about.
so merry christmas to you all. dont be like me. celebrate.
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